Thursday, February 16, 2006

how would you like to die?

So, what's supposed to be new? Well, nothing really. My dad is still sick and situation is getting worse. He says things we could not understand...like there's a hammer falling or a duck rushing... or he looks for my sister and when my sister comes, he said it's not my sister on his side but another one.


He sometimes wake up from a long sleep and then acts like he's been running and is too tired and demands for water and even says, "let's get back home", though he's at home.


Last night, I was watching a tv program (Scene of the Crime Operatives) which shows crime and crime investigation... mostly murder cases. There was this boyfriend killing a girfriend by cutting the gir'ls neck with a knife and then the murderer committed suicide. That's called crime of passion. Oh, how it broke my heart seeing and knowing that. I couldn't really understand why some people are so narrow-minded and selfish when it comes to that. Worst, they resort to killing their own loved ones. That is such a wicked act.


Another case featured is a retired teacher, her daughter and grand daughter being killed by his son-in-law. Imagine that!?!? That son-in-law hammered the retired teacher's head, his own mother-in-law, many many times, killed his own wife with so many knife strikes and his own daughter too. That's so evil. Where's the world going to? The motive is yet unknown and that person is not yet convicted. And yet, from the evidences presented, I would like to assume that he did it. It's obvious. For me, whatever his reason is, that doesn't give him the right to do that.


Nobody should be doing that to anybody.


And then, I have come to think that I'd rather die of a disease than being killed like that. That is most painful for me... being butchered like a pig or being hammered like a nail... That is most wicked. Really.


I know this sounds weird, but....Given the chance to choose, how would you like to die?